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Here's my New Year's resolution. Put my thougths into words. It's not easy. The fact that I couldn't write as good as I wanted to had successfully prevented me from trying. I gave up writing a few years ago, since then I had been emotional detached from words. The only kind of writings that I could still do was very techincal, such as lab reports and assignments. "In this experiment, 8 subjects were tested..... no significant difference was found between the control group and the experimental group...... similar to the effect of oxytocin, when acetylcholine with high enough concentration was introduced to the reaction chamber......" Impersonal and precise.

Not that I dislike tech writing, but once in a while, the other half of myself would yell and say "merely by not touching it won't make it go away, you idiot." Now I don't care. Let this place be flooded with words. No more self-judging. Like music, writing has its healing power.

I'm learning to be a better person.





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